as i await for the sun to show itself i am trampled by the memories that haunt me. a tear in my veins only shows the ink that i put there. scars on my eyes let me see a different way to live, but my senses tell me to stick to the plan. i fell into yesterday. it was calling back. way back to a sunday where i layed my head for one final embrace with life. i hear the words in my head like a dream that wont stop. i hear promisses that have been broken. i watch as she leaves. and the leaves turn another color just for me. they fall because i've fallen.